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Snowfall
03:45
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We walk side by side trying to run from all the feelings that flood our way
You told me it takes a lot for you to feel, I told you I don't feel at all
Now, all I'm craving is the feeling of your hand sliding gently over mine
All I am craving is a piece of you
You say you don't commit to anything at all so there will be no expectations
I remind myself if I expected commitment I merely would run away
Now all I'm committed to is being by your side each and every single day
All I'm committed to is wanting to be here next to you until you push me away
Bring me to a place where I can see the sunshine opening a dark heart
Changing our times, sun leaking through the leaves, tender snowfall under our feet
Your mind it comes and it goes, concentrating on the moment then slipping back away to the safety of the predictable and known
Where everything has it's own place, and you can control your own space
Breathe into you as I watch you fade away
Breathe next to you as I keep my heart locked ten feet away
Keep walking here beside me & piece ourselves together with our words and finally we will feel safe
Out will come the sun finding roots beneath our branches as you keep me safe beside you
I will be staring at the sun and I will never come undone
I'll be standing by your side and I'll know what it's like to feel safe
I'll be staring at the sun, I will never come undone
I'll be standing by your side, I will never come undone
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Frozen
04:23
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Falling softly through space, I go unnoticed by the clouds
Falling softly through space, suspended in air and lost in the crowds
I will go anywhere just to be with you again
I will do anything just to be with you again
Lacking guidance from the stars, in search of who I am and where you are
Even though we've come this far, we will still end up spending all this time apart
I was living in a fairytale and now I am here again
Every time I see something beautiful I think of you
Is the distance worth the suffering when it breaks your heart in two
Feeling just a little bit out of place, feeling just a little bit frozen in space
Feeling just a little bit out of place, feeling just a little bit frozen in space
Like I'm numb I am numb, feeling just a little bit out of place
Now I know my anger, feeling just a little bit frozen in space
I am frozen, frozen in space...
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Gravel
04:09
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Sitting on the side of the road, bleeding out in the cold.
Let me walk you through these last moments of my life,
As I'm out here freezing in the cold,
While adrenaline keeps my heart from standing still.
I left you cold, for no reason.
And in the cold I'm feeling sorry.
I've apologized to everyone, but to you, only in my mind.
I knew you were sick from the beginning, like a butterfly losing color to a moth. Holding fast my hands to keep you from fading in the dark.
I know I am what keeps you alive. (Reincarnate you in me).
Let me keep you in this story, let me keep you in this ride.
As I become your butterfly.
All you do is keep me alive.
I knew you were sick from the beginning, like a butterfly losing color to a moth. Holding fast my hands to keep you from fading in the dark.
I know I am what keeps you alive. (Forever in my mind).
I'm losing blood in the gravel again,
As I sit and stumble through my head.
I'm losing blood in the gravel again,
As I crash you crash through this heart again.
I'm losing blood in the gravel again,
In the cold adrenaline of my crash.
I'm losing blood the gravel again....
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Affection
02:43
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You came at a time I didn't want you near
I didn't want anybody in my way
But you pursued me anyway
There's only one thing I can say
You captured my heart
You have captured my soul
You are the piece that makes me whole again
You are the piece that fills this hole
Now I need your affection all the time
I need your attention everyday
You're a little piece of heaven on my mind
You're a little piece of heaven in the way
Tried to keep you out of my head
I tried to keep you out of my mind
But you kept comin' after me
Now I'm all in
I'm giving you all I got, give you all I have
As long as you promise to hold me dear
You captured my heart
You have captured my soul
Now I just can't let you go
Now I just won't let you go
Now I need your affection all the time
I need your attention everyday
You're a little piece of heaven on my mind
You're a little piece of heaven in the way
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Underneath This Skin
03:24
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So many hours we spent side by side
In the tender moments of our days
But the only move you make is to remind me you don't care
That there is no future for you with me lying there
That tomorrow might just be the day
Tomorrow might just be the day you finally replace me
Yet I still feel myself lying there
Traumatized by the words
Carving their name into my heart
Leaving the mark, 'I don't care.'
You tell me you were just my friend
I shouldn't be jealous angry or sad
That all these feelings I had are all my fault
And I had no right to be mad
Yet in all this you say you had nothing to say sorry about
You say you had nothing to apologize for
Can't you see
With me lying there
Can't you see
What this does to me
Can't you see
Now that you know just a little bit about me
That you're hurting me
And I'm a real person underneath my skin
I am a real person after all
That I'm a real person underneath this skin
I am a real person after all
My heart, my heart falling to the ground
My life with you crashing down
My face it's still bleeding now
My love for you crying loud
That your hurting me
And I'm a real person underneath my skin
I am a real person after all
That I'm a real person underneath this skin
I am a real person after all
Can't you see?
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Wicked Heart
03:57
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Driving down the 94 West with a cigarette in my hand
Windows rolled down, music blaring on the radio again
It's me and my best friend and we're talkin' all about you man
How you left me for that girl, how you left me again
Singing 'Oh die wicked heart'...
Bitterness my friend, It'll rot you to the core
And all these things they come to haunt you as you're driving down the 94
It's me and my best friend in that bubble top van again
Flicking cigarettes out the window singin' all about you again
Singing 'Oh die wicked heart'...
And the shallow heart inside you man it's rotten to the core
You're rotten to the core.
And the shallow heart inside you man it's rotten to the core
You're rotten to the core.
Oh die the wicked heart
Oh die the wicked heart....
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Cigarettes
04:18
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Eyes on my soul, your hands are in my hair
We walk by the water, you listen to my words
As I'm falling for you, falling for you dearly.
(u say) There are a lot of me's out there,
but I've never met anyone like you.
Oh you lie to me here, smoke on the water, tears in the air.
I just want to kiss you and believe you 'it's just you and me' I swear
As you string me along and you know that, you know it is not fair.
You show me a piece of your soul, you say I need
something more to become infatuated with you
But I am still falling, I am falling...
Falling for you, falling for you dearly.
(Chorus repeats)
Words won't express the emotions of the heart, as you lie here to me
Words won't express the emotions in your heart, as you lie here with me
Oh you lie to me here, smoke on the water, tears in the air
Oh you lie to me here, as I trick myself into believing it's just you and me out there (x2)
credits
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Given The Chance
03:40
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I love the way you smile as you look at me
Your eyes gleam when you laugh with glee
How you hold my hand when you're here with me
I treasure who you are
I will love you forever, given the change
I will see you again, just keep holding my hand
I will be with you forever, given that dance
I will remember you forever, given the chance to breathe
You bring joy I feel like I can breathe again
You lend the hand that pulls me through
Your beauty, your essence lives in me
Your strength remains with me
I will love you forever, given the change
I will see you again, just keep holding my hand
I will be with you forever, given that dance
I will remember you forever, given the chance to breathe
Strength will make it go away, no matter the times
Just keep holding on to faith
You taught me this
And I promise you, I promise you that I will live to keep this
I promise you, I promise you I am someone that you can trust
I promise you, I promise you, hold on to you, stay next to you
I promise you, I promise
I promise you, I promise I promise you I
I promise you, I promise
I will love you forever, given the change to breathe
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Black Butterfly
04:16
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With the smoke let incense rise
On eagles wings into the sky
Say your prayers about my life
See me rise black butterfly
All these things I tried to hide
Come back to haunt you in the night
With eagles eye
You could see
All these things that trouble me
Black butterfly haunting me
Inside my heart was your voice
Saying make the right choice
Comfort you have followed me
To a place I should not be
Spirit deep you're in my life
See me rise black butterfly
You are the darkness I feel inside
Clutching my heart holding me
I call the eagle come to me
Protect and rescue me
On your wings you carry me
Into the sky above the deep
From eagles eye I now see
How my life was meant to be
As I fall you take my hand
And pull me out again
To the darkness you come to me
To this place I should not be
To the sky above the deep
You take my life, you set me free
You pull me out again
On eagles back I see the trees whispering to the leaves
What is it you think when you see me
From such a dark place and now free
Black butterfly,
Watch Me Rise
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10. |
Deja Vu
02:58
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*Explicit lyrics*
(Chorus)
I don't wanna go home with you tonight
You smell like tit and ass
I don't wanna go home with you tonight
You look like HIV
I don't wanna go home with you tonight
You smell like cheap cologne
I don't wanna go home with you tonight
You look like a stripper girl
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Jovana Lee San Diego, California
Independent female artist with roots in the San Diego Indie Rock scene. Currently based in Minneapolis,
MN.
Written & Performed by ~
Jovana Lee - Vocals, Guitars, Bass
Guest Artists~
Anthony Cuttieta
JoyKill DeHaas
Bri Bader
Matt Lynott
Recorded by ~
Ben Moore & John True @Singing Serpent Studios, San Diego CA
Kristopher Johnson @ Flowers Studio, Minneapolis MN
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